A tiny bubble found deep in me.
Tiny in thought,
but huge in body;
weighing down my life
and keeping this soul from healing.
A miniscule ball growing...
...growing with...
confusion - distortions of my mind...
anger - suppressed inner rage...
frustrations - at myself and the world...
sadness - my Great Depression...
hatred for myself.
A small abyss taking shape and form
and sucking me in
back to a world
I thought I had left behind.
Warping my mind,
distorting my body,
and shredding my soul.
A symbiotic black hole
pulling my life away
from a world so serene.
I ran away,
but it found me.
I thought it was gone,
but it was really dormant.
Will it ever go away?
