I SCREAM my lungs out,
but the haunting echo rings out
into the loneliness that surrounds me.
Is this real?
Or is this some sick twisted dream?
Why can't I wake up...
the darkness engulfs me and...
...goes straight to my heart.
Cold, empty, frozen, shattered...
what's left of my heart anyways.
Desperately searching for a light,
I find myself lost in today's random torment.
Acidic tears blur my vision further
as I struggle just to see something to reach for...
and reaching is what I'm doing.
I can't feel anything;
everything has slipped through my grasp.
Here I am:
alone and torn.
Lost and confused.
Destroyed.
Why is it like this:
loneliness clinging to me...
...a throbbing heart beat...
...a crying soul?
It's just all to familiar to me.
This lingering pit of cold sadness and fear.
An open wound gushing out all of my life
to be never closed...
Even my memory is starting to fade.
Where am I?
Who is that?
What is that?
and more importantly,
who am I?
Darkness surrounds me.
Is there no light?
