Thursday, August 2, 2007

Faded Hopes

I feel like I'm fading...
Am I worth saving?
Can I fit into this mold

of this lifeless body?
When I feel so shoddy?
Everything just feels so cold.

Despite this illusion,
I'm stuck in this confusion
of where I want to go.

Can you still see me?
Am I still free
with nothing to show?

It's just not fair.
Why do you care
when things don't feel right?

Is there a tomorrow?
Despite my sorrow,
I'll stop with this fight.

Just let me be.
Please, forget about me.
I'll keep on trying,

but it's not the same
when you call out my name.
I can't stop crying...

They feel like mace;
these tears on my face.
Will they ever stop?

I love you so much.
Yet, it hurts me such
to see we aren't on top

of this game called life:
Reality's strife...
things just fall apart.

I'll never stop loving you.
I don't know what to do,
but you'll always have my heart.

Hold it with care.
I don't have another to spare.
Just watch me fade.